On Friday I went to a sergeon to have my port removed. In some ways, this feels like an end to the cancer chapter in the book of my life. I'm sure that these events will continue to affect my future, but in most ways I feel like my life is returning to normal.
Our temple President spoke in stale conference last week and shared a quote that has sick with me. Something like this, "too heal is to rid from disease, to cure is to make whole." I'm grateful for the miracle of being disease free, but also that my life is being restored to me. My job, my health, the ability to spend time with friends and family doing things that I enjoy. I am also grateful that I can be a help to my wife and not just one more Preston for her to take care of.
When I was in the midst of crisis, I really felt that heavenly father was sustaining me. Now that I'm on the other side of it, I don't feel that strength to the same degree. I feel like God gave me a bright light to see by in my darkest hour and now he his holding back a little too see what I will do. I want to keep walling forward and holding on to the feelings that I have experienced.
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